What If? 5/25/14

What if my life took a different turn? What it I had lived in a different country? ย With a different upbringing? ย If I didn’t grow up Christian what would I be today? What if I had been a male? ย What if I grew up rich? Would I be snobby or still nice? I always wonder what it is like to be someone that isn’t me to live a different lifestyle. I am really glad I lived the life I have lived. I wish I could fix all my mistakes but I can’t. ย I may have many enemies but I cannot be friends with everyone I do try though. Quality over Quantity is one of the best advice I have ever heard. ๐Ÿ™‚ Today I am more open minded and kind. More honest and straight forward. ย More cautious. I become better. Depression does drag me down but I know who I can count on in my life. People who understand I am busy and don’t nag me when I don’t keep in contact often because they love me and I love them. I am doing the best I can and someday I’ll be more satisfied when I find my calling in my career aspect of my life. I am very blessed. Amen. ๐Ÿ™‚ย 


My Career Dream

My Dreams are to work in Human Services. I still need to figure out what population I want to specialize in. I always wanted to help homeless people ever since I was younger the first time I saw homeless people I was in Northampton, MA. I was in shock because I never saw a homeless person before and when my parents and I went there on day trips we gave them money. Alot of people say it’s not good to give a homeless person money because they might waste it on alcohol or drugs but I hate passing by a homeless person and not helping them at all. I also see homeless people in Worcester, MA but my parents and I are not doing well financially so we couldn’t give any money. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Also you have to give money quick because they are by a street with heavy traffic and people are nasty drivers in Worcester . The other populations I am thinking of specializing in is helping poor income families or people with disabilities. ย I want to help everyone so it is hard choosing. This summer I tend to share my learning experiences with you all about my classes. ๐Ÿ˜€ I love school everyone is very nice the staff and the students. (MOST anyway).

My perfect career would be working for the state and getting benefits and paid vacation. Also I want to live in a house in the country with a nice pool and friendly neighbor with my loving, intelligent, caring, thoughtful boyfriend who is my soul mate and we have two cats and maybe a dog. ๐Ÿ™‚ Also being a close distance to a city where there is art and culture. I want to join groups which open my mind to creativity and spiritual well – being. I always wanted to play the harp, learn yoga, how to meditate, paint and/or draw, book club and/or writing group. I want to volunteer at an animal shelter. My mom is allergic so I cannot right now. I probably won’t have time to do all those things but I probably will when I become an old woman. Lol